nothing kills the excitement of a new year like getting sickand other stuff

nothing kills the excitement of a new year like getting sick...and other stuff

I haven't been updating my buzznet (or anything for that matter) lately for multiple reasons..I went to an Oceana show on the 10th and saw so many old friends. It was fantastic to be around everyone again and see that we can pick up right where we left off. However..one of those friends was sick with the flu and I'm pretty sure I got it..but I'm finally getting over it after a week of being in bed so I'm happy.

The other reason I guess is because I'm trying to get my life in order..you know when you want to do as much as you possibly can at one time and it seems to pile up so much that ordinary everyday things seem like a huge out of the way chore? That's how I feel. I'm so under pressure with school, college, photography, friends, family etc. that when I try to do my best with everything at once it all just turns into chaos. The next two years of school is going to be the most intense work I've ever done and the fact that I'm home-schooled does not mean its easier. Its like standing on a giant pin needle and being told you have to take a step forward.

My boyfriend tried to get me to take my mind off things so we went to see a movie, he made me pick (I hate double hate making decisions) and I chose the unborn and it sucked. Pathetically. They focused way too much on making it a scary jumpy movie and not enough on the quality of the script or the acting. And Gary Oldman was not a cure all. I had way more fun watching the inauguration (!!!) which was actually awesome and I hope that President Obama will do the US good..god knows we need it.

Anyway, its midnight, officially my boyfriends birthday, and I'm exausted. Time for a kiss and sleep..and making him a vegan cake for tomorrow night<3 its a surprise so I hope he doesn't read this before then...

mmm uneven alice in wonderland type cake...I like!

xoxox diva

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Comments (13)

	rockon217: 01/20/2009 9:22 PM aw how old is your boyfriend? xo
	alyheartscandy: 01/20/2009 9:40 PM i love those uneven cakes..i wish i could make one.
	divaxatlanta: 01/20/2009 9:43 PM alyheartscandy said: i love those uneven cakes..i wish i could make one. it looks soooo difficult but hopefully i can do it..haha either way i'll get crafty. xo
	alyheartscandy: 01/20/2009 9:44 PM well i wish you luck!! i wanted to try to make one for my birthday but i'm just going to the store. that'll be easier..and safer. i don't want my whole cake to end up on my kitchen floor haha
	onesixsix: 01/20/2009 11:11 PM Ahhh that looks amazing. Hopefully the bedrest has made you feel alot better and you'll find an even way to get things done that allows you some rest!
	elliepea: 01/21/2009 6:39 AM i want a cake like that for my birthday!
	olliexhollywood: 01/21/2009 9:42 AM i understand where your coming from, its my last year at school and we leave in May which means there is loads of pressure on us to do well. I have already applied for a art college near me though, so slowly im figuring stuff out, much the same as you, seeing as we are the same age too! Hope you will feel more relaxed soon enough :] x
	carriejade: 01/21/2009 11:43 AM i'm sure everything will work out soon :) do your parents teach you, since you're homeschooled then?
	autumnann: 01/28/2009 5:16 PM i did not like unborn as well:[ it was completely different from what my boyfriend and i had thought it would be.
	divaxatlanta: 01/28/2009 5:39 PM Yeah they made it out to be such a different movie in the previews..it was so stupid
	liveandlove: 01/30/2009 8:09 PM hm... with all those problems you seem a lot older thank you actually are. I'm sorry you've a ton of worries, i hope everything manages to resolve soon. I haven't seen the unborn yet. i'll probably still go see it anyway, but i wasn't expecting much in the first place. ugh. mmm, that cake looks so good! how old is your boyfriend going to be?
	QueenOfLeon .: 02/18/2009 5:35 AM omg, tell me about it ! i have so much work right now, and the real things in only a couple of months ..i'm scared ! haha, hope everything works out and gets back on track for you :D .
	krisann: 05/03/2009 3:02 PM omg thats so trye! awesome cake : D